Way too busy until I can't afford to reserve my time for study.

Of course I've tried

I've tried so many times

But there is a time where you can just sit down in front of the computer, looking at those papers, read..turn pages..read again..turn pages backward..read..

Then you realized that you don't understand a thing

Well that is what happened to me 

I sit on resource centre in my faculty

Morning to night

Day by day

Just to realized that I don't know a thing

how to do my research

The time I realised that I haven't start a thing is when the day has started new. 

Which means I have throw away a day

Which makes me realized

If only I got 36hours in a day

25 if you say so

*sigh*

no matter who you are

it will never be easy

one thing i learn lately

to be OPTIMISTIC

one of my lecturer once said

you must be optimistic

to achieve something

by replacing

i WANT to finish my study

with

i NEED to finish my study

one good example is when we are in great danger. When we are facing a killer for instance. We'll find anything we could to protect ourselves, even to kill if that is what we need to live. 

I never really give a thought..until last Sunday. When I was on a boat with my family. We went to catching squid (I don't know what is the correct word for 'candat' ) There is NO TOILET or space for do-the-thing. That is when we (me, my sister and my mother) being optimist. Haha. Don't ask me how. You'll find out anyhow when you are in that situation. 

no picture of me, of course. I'm the cameraman! *sigh*

Well. That really give me a thought on being OPTIMIST.

I WANT TO FINISH MY STUDY

I'M GOING TO FINISH MY STUDY

I NEED TO FINISH MY STUDY!!

I WILL CERTAINLY FINISH MY STUDY!!!